I felt quite a relief when my mum told me that my younger brother had changed a lot.
He is no longer a naive boy... he thinks himself. He doesn't want dad and mum worry him any more.
Years ago, he drove my parents mad because of his mischieves. However, he now knows to do things standing on other's side.
I felt specially glad to see this.I even wept when I heard that.
It put me to shame that I haven't planned anything for the summer vacation, which is quite necessary for a college student!
I haven't got the ability to stand on my own feet?
Definitely not! It's me , who fear to make mistakes , who dare not to intake embarrasment. I hate myself! Such a wimp!
I hope i can dig up my sleeves and do a good job, to show everybody my capacity!
I lose my direction since i came to the university. it's unlike the senior school years nor the jounior years. the goal is no longer clear in front of the horizon. the clouds shade my eyes, and no single flash lightening has passed through my sight.
the mist is so heavy.
the guide, where are you?
who can show me to the exit of bewildment?
God blesses me....
